its a little scary how soon im starting work again. today's my last 'free' day before i get into the whole cycle of work again. also not to mention.. this time i will have to learn how to juggle work AND school together. and i SUCK at time management. well.. gotta learn the hard way.

feeling so fucking stressed out recently all i want to do is smoke. dammit. im feeling so bummed out even before school starts. fuck. and moreover, next monday to thursday ive got things on everyday. how to squeeze time in to have some fun before school starts?

as of late, im feeling super screwed up. fuck. and ive been neglecting God in this whole process. the job finding and all. shite.

june28th, singapore to newyork non stop. I WANT I WANT I WANT. GO THERE AND NOT COME BACK.